I wish this could be a happy song, but my happiness disappeared the moment you were gone

Now all I'm feeling is lost and numb

And I know I promised that I would try

But I... yes I... miss you  and it's killing me inside ..

I'll always be thankful for the time we had  

We were blessed .)  I should celebrate, but I feel too sad

All the wonderful memories just make me fall apart ..and it feels like somebody's stabbed me in my heart

..andI know ..I promised that I wouldn't cry

Tell me it's not happening  Say it's not as it seems  Tell me that I'm gonna wake up It's just a bad dream  Please tell me that it's fiction Tell me it's just a lie  

I want you by my side