I loved you so much,
You cant even imagine my feelings.

I loved your every touch,
I wanted to share with you,
even my heart beatings.

But I couldn´t stand so many people,
threatening you,
I felt like in the middle,
of a fire circle.

I am sorry darling, you really were my everything,
I am sorry my love, you really were all i wanted to have.

But I couldn´t ... But I couldn´t fulfill your wishes,
I was not able to take you,
to the most shiny beaches,
of our love,
of the entire life

I am sorry I wasn´t good enough,
I am sorry I wasn´t strong enough,
but belive me or not,
I loved you fucking much.

I had to loose you, and suffer like an animal,
cause I wasn´t able,
to stand that many people,
threatening you.

Stress took control over me,
I asked you to forgive me,
but you just went to my best friend,
showed me the true death,
of our relationship.

You were together even before,
All those lies, teared me apart.
Why did you do so ?
I tried so hard, to give you all my heart,
And you ?
You just cut it with a dart,
Sent me away and did everything possible,
to make it impossible,
for me,
to live with the past

Because of your unstoppable wishes ...
A understand, love is like being cursed by plenty of witches.
But was my best friend really worth it ?
Was this solution to forget the best ?
To kill it ?

He slept with you,
every night I was talking with him,
about my broken heart.

About our situation, and my pasion,
my endless love to you.

He listened but didnt give a shit,
When I went home, he jumped to you,
and took on with you,
took on your common heat.

Every fucking day until that night,
I was fucking trying to fight,
to not give it up,
with you,
and save you.

That´s what I thought,
I am doing,
All I wanted was really to take you into paradise,
by any meaning,
necesary

To steal you from your friends, who didnt even care about you,
like I did.

I wanted you to be finally happy, and not to care about myslef,
I am sorry babe, It seems I didn´t have that much patience.

You found someone who can give you
What I couldn´t,
I forgive you ... both,
It happend ... even to myself,
if you remember the very sort
of your love at the beginning,
And the one who was hurt,
the most,
It was me who stabbed him,
It was me who started that betrayal first,

It was me who didn´t resist, that thirst,
when I looked at you,
It was me who killed his friend to obtain your love,
Well babe, I hope you finnaly found someone,
who won´t just carve,
your heart,
who will really be with you from the beginning to entire life´s ending

I FORGIVE YOU !! BE HAPPY AND PLEASE DO ONE LAST THING FOR ME.
FORGIVE ME, FOR DUMBING YOU. AND REMEMBER, EVEN WHEN IT DIDNT LOOK THAT WAY,
YOU REALLY WERE ... EVERYTHING FOR ME

překlad : Frontline Ent. BTB