fuck my stupid thoughts 17.Leden 2007
I had such a cool day today...really...I have to write at least something otherwise I'm going to go crazy...really cos I haven't done shit today cos I was sobbing over this guy that I like so much but he has doubts and it's killing me...and that's all I can do, think about it for hours, I wish I could let go off him but I can't!!!!! So great, huh? And what's greatest is, that I'm writing this shit in some diary on the net, hehe....it's pretty sad and so am I...I want to be as happy as I was on friday and saturday night but I guess that that's not possible...it really sucks...no it's fucked up...I am just going to switch off the stupid computer now but I don't know what then. I can't even eat, since I am sick and drink, cos I am on antibiotics, cool...but I want the guy....really badly...what do I always do wrong? I don't know...ok whatever...I'm leaving now...but I promise myself that I'm going to stop acting weird...and start studying...tomorrow...so bye bye my diary... napsal/a: Susiee 18:04 | Link
