03.Prosinec 2007
I don´t know how to desribe my feelings.......somebody said to me that: life is drive on roller coaster.....but I have sense that i´m falling straight down and i don´t see floor........maybe is too near and i´m not able to see it......my last month is the worst in all my life.....my health is bad....my friends are too busy to seal me......i don´t understand anything.....somebody can say to me that i´ve a boyfriend....so i have a buttres......i don´t know.....i´m not sure that I have it.....i´m feeling that i´m lost in too big world....and bad world......I musn´t show my feelings....maybe i don´t want it.....but my heart is crying and bleeding..........i don´t understand what i made wrong....please help me.....................................................................................................................................................................................
autor: maukynka
03.Prosinec 2007 |
04.Květen 2007
Do you think, that you know all…..you thinks that everything is eternity….but you´re wrong….you should awake and look around…….nothing is not for eternity…..when you will find that, that your intimate is in trouble or dead…..your world is broken….nobody underztoods you….nobody´s proveing to qite you….you´re crying all the time…you´re walking on full streets….but you´re feeling like that you´re alone…..that is what i´m feeling now….I feel broken inside…I´m right that something in me is dead…..do you know what I mean??? I´m standing inside a crowd and i feel a fear…wilderness….that´s all because one person…which is lying in hospital and nobody is able to say me something about his situation….when it has not been of his brother…..I would be in insecurity and in the darkness…if you think that I´m strange when I´m writeing in english you must understand me that i´m in hard situation and this is easier for me when i´m makeing noises about my sorrow…..Please REMEMBER: NOTHING IS FOREVER ! ! ! AND YOU SHOULD ENJOY EVERY DAY LIKE IT´S YOUR LAST DAY IN YOUR LIFE………BY CAREFULL BECAUSE LIFE IS BREAKABLE AND EVERYTHIG IS ABLE TO END IN LEASTEST TIME……
autor: maukynka
04.Květen 2007 |
02.Květen 2007
,, každá láska bývá pouhou náhradou za lásku první......ikdyž se nám náhrada jeví lepší...stále to je jen náhrada...,,
autor: maukynka
02.Květen 2007 |
24.Duben 2007
Kdo si hraje nezlobí ,a kdo nezlobí at si hraje dál ,a kdo je zlobivej tak at si nehzahrává!!!
autor: maukynka
24.Duben 2007 |
