they told me i should not worry and just be happy... i cannot do that... i am who i am and you cannot change me. i love you, this world, my life but im still hiding from myself and from the rest of the world because i am not a good person... maybe one day, i will find love and peace i am looking for... or maybe not... life is unpredictable... and that sucks... i wish i could know more... i do not understand this whole society thing... i do not understand the system of this craziness... people are wonderful beings and they are the most complicated beings ever... just stop for a little bit and look outside the window... look at all the cars driving by...choose one of them and ask yourself a couple of little questions: "Where is the person in that car going? What is his life like? Where does he live? Is he happy? Is his life much different from yours? What is his plan?" and than pick another one and another one and than you will realize that people are the most unique and wonderful beings God created...
and i do not believe in this thing called "God" because if he was real he would show himself to me... until he does not do that i do not believe in anything... i do not know who i am and i do not who you are... i am just really confused...
help needed
sorry for bothering you if you do not care about my personal shit but i hope there are people that care about me. i wish there are. and if not i am gonna have to find another place to live
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