*...inMYmind...*
(Seems like bloging in english becomes my brend new hobby... don't even wanna know how many mistakes are in here...)
I'm a child in my mind...even though I look much older than I really am...
I can't be alone, as I figured out...
Am scared of myself...need to be surounded by people...
Don't need to communicate, just need to be sure I'm note alone...
I'm still scared to stay alone in a house...not because of thiefs or darkness or any other stupid reasons...I'm scared of my mind as it goes out of control when lonely...
I need to know there is my mum sleeping in her bedroom...or that there's my dad watching TV...or my boyfriend playing on his PS...I don't care what they I doing, I better do something on my own...but I need them to be somewhere around...
Am I crazy?
Online world is so damn different... "click" and no more annoying conversations...I wish it was that simple in the offline world called "real life"...
