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Pearl 7

I never though this love will overwhelm me.

I remember learning stuff you tough and how I could not focus when I heared a tone of your voice.

Then I saw us making love in vision...

I thought it s just lust, one of that crazy season.
But love was stronger than any religion.

I did not know once I ll not have a choice.
That my love will make such a noise.

I write to you as I owe it to my heart and soul.

I went through so much pain.

I know you hesitate too.
That this love turned you unhappy and blue...

I love you, oh how dearly I do.

Ball is on your side of the ground.
Only you can break that spell,
stop things going always in same round.

Approach me exactly same way I did you.
Call my name.

If you do not, we might both go insane.

Pearl 6

Your eyes talk to me
as the world stands still.
My once empty heart
now with love does fill.

But the truth is we're hardly together,
we go from sunlight to the worst kind of weather.

I really want to be with you,
but you want to be with others too.

You're not just my want but also my need.
You're like my personal drug; for you I plead.

I love you more than my words could ever show.
You mean everything to me; I just want you to know.

You're a beautiful soul, and I could forget you never.
I just pray that we are always together now and forever.

I may not be rich or the prettiest one,
but I love you so much; you are my sun.

Pearl 5

Today impressed me a lot.
I sat down just to make a note.

I cried to God how unfair He is.

Today I saw something what was there for a long time.

Puzzle piece which I do not anymore miss.

Today I saw new form of His presence.

And I know I am still His.

Pearl 4

Heaven drops million snowflakes in shape of feather.
Covering everything in white.
I know it s the God himself reassuring me that everything s gonna be allright...

Faithful turtle-doves still sitting on that nut tree under my window, on me gazing.
They feel my pain.

Isnt that amazing?

I breath on to the winter cold window.
Draw a heart with your name in it.
Kept on breathing to keep it alive, resuscinating it.

And in the rythm of my breath that heart was with mine beating.

Pearl 3

I am not scared of you hurting me.

I m not scared that the pain you cost by your anger you ll see...

I m just scared of time that might pass.
And that your chances to talk to me will not anymore last...

As I  might be gone and I tried to warn you so!
I did not want you to throught unclossed painful things after that in your life go.

Because that s the way I love.
To think in advance for you - my heart feels is the one...

You made me hate you and fruit of our love went rotten.

Even without reason.

But it was always up to you - up to your season...

You change your moods like the English weather.
I do not mind if I first upset you but finish in better...

Not the other way round before I leave you.
Not closing doors with: I hate you. I dont want to see you.

Words have power if you never noticed.

You never listened to me and I kept of climbing back.
To set the record straight:
I truly loved you and I do not want to live with hate.

Had ever someone loved you so much not able to make a move, dear?
Shaking like in epilepsy attack, sweating hands, trying hard to not fall from legs when you near?

Or running from you without reason while she wants to wake up with you?

Hate herself that she is not enough,
Less than all your other women to please you?

That her life is totally not under control!

Just because of you

Winking lashes, pretty looks, smiles, open embrace, brave gestures on minute for you to stay...?
Then I m not able to act this way...

Then better leave me.

Run away!

Pearl 2

I m blocked, I freeze or run...
From The one I really love.

Don't have a clue why this is happenin'...
Frustrated from the uselessness I am in.

Hurt I slided myself in the shell.

I m very shy, private, introvert person...

Your people's misjudgments put me through the hell.

Their words cutted to the very core of my soul.

I feel desperate, I feel sad.
We did not get what we wished...
Frustration made us mad!

I should be loved, wanted, enjoy desire..

My heart it's quite broken.
And indeed you played with fire!

Words you speak cut so deep!
In that tremendous pain my heart bleed.

I cried more tears than I can count;
Why won't they just let me of this misery out?

Hard to know why it all went down the drain.
When from begining I wanted you to stay.

Keep on questioning why it s all so wrong...

I m not hiding: this love overwhelmed me.

Not proud for everyone to see I m not so strong.

As it is not shame to love.

Pass all your hurt and pride to what's true.
Is there chance for me and you?

 If you don't love me, just end it!
 Sick and tired of all this hurt.

Make up your mind and just say it.

As I - I went directly to meet you and called your name.
Why can you not do for me exactly the same?
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